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I had a dramatic conversion experience where I was led by the Holy Spirit to:
come before Jesus
understand how sinful and desperate my spiritual condition really was
understand that Christ's work on the cross was to pay my personal debt to God
that I needed to have complete faith that it was only by HIS blood shed on the cross that would allow me to come into the presence of God
I was overcome with the real and true knowledge that God existed
I was overcome with grief at the deepest level for my past sin and unbelief
I understood for the first time the significance of, the truth of, and the personal nature of the sacrifice of Jesus for me
I understood for the first time that Jesus was alive
I became super sensitive to my own sin and sin around me - I could not even watch the tv anymore
Anger toward my parents that I had held all my life, disappeared
Jealousy toward my siblings disappeared
My priorities changed - personal ambition and work lost its lure
I had a hunger for the bible that was insatiable, for the first time in my life
I understood both the literal and spiritual message of the bible for the first time
I knew the bible was true
I lost any fear of death
I had a deep desire to pray for others
I knew I had to be in a bible based church.
This happened with no one witnessing to me. I did not know any born-again Christians. I was born into an RC family, educated K-graduate school in Catholic schools. Married into another RC family. Raised my children Catholic.
However I came to a point where I knew I was spiritually starved and desperate. I knew I had made mostly selfish choices in my life and they had led to a place I didn't like. This is what led me to seek God's help.
None of my Catholic family or friends understood or could explain the experience. I had received ALL of the sacraments of the Catholic Church that were available to me. As had my family and friends. None of them knew Jesus or the transforming power of the Holy Spirit that I was in the midst of experiencing. The bible clearly explained what was happening.
My life was turned upside down.
I thought about Jesus 24x7. I would wake up in the middle of the night with scrip-tural answers to questions I had, even though I hadn't even read those portions of the bible yet. By leaning on Jesus and trusting His ability to lead my life and provide for me in EVERY detail, I was able to stop drinking alcohol for the first time in 30 years. I lean on Him.
There is nothing offered to or available to me in the Catholic Church that led me to assured salvation in Jesus Christ. It was only by coming directly to Jesus that I was brought into the light of Jesus and the Father.
Praise His Holy Name. I pray the veil is lifted from every single Roman Catholic I know who feels they need religion or the RCC to attain salvation. They only need humble themselves, be broken over their sin, seek to know Jesus, and trust in His shed blood alone. That's it. They only need Jesus and He will lead them to the rest.
That is why I left. And I am confident through the Holy Spirit and confirmed through His word that it was His mercy that showed me the way....His one and only way.
Pegmo
--Andre Gide




